I think I’m so afraid of growing irrelevant and outdated that I’m even more stressed out now than when i’m holding a full time job.
It’s becoming a constant struggle to keep myself on par and abreast with everything that is going on around me that i force myself to read and research and not grow stupid. I’m really afraid of growing stupid. Have I (grown stupid)? That question i ask myself every night before i slip into slumber.
How is that there are people just satisfied being idle most of the time?